delet-e it~

del button,if only ur life as easy as click on it for da certain things, i will be honoured to do that rather than just let it floating in the air with kinda blurry view on my eyes,but obviously be seen clearly on my mind,how was dat?Yaah,there's a way, by losing your mind, by getting crazy, but do you think that it is the only ways?nope yar, life is not as easy as eating ice kacang, more complicated make it more experienceable enuf(new vocab huh?haha~)..

emm,mudah mlafazkn syg,mudah sja melupakan,seriusly mmg aq da agk da awl2 ag, bknkh syg yg sebenar akan terpupuk sedikit demi sedikit?dari sekelumit rasa suka,kepada rasa syg yg akhrnya mmbawa kpd cinta, tp da mcm kebiasaan laa plak nowadays,pas ade rasa cinta,psty akn ada benci,dendam n so forth..maafkan aku, aku tak kenal erti cinta yg sbnr, cuba tnya pd aty apa ada ddlmnye,ketuklaa atyku pd sape yg berani,mmg kosong,gema yg akn terbentuk hasil dari ketukan tu..

hee,actually this N-3 this time just wanna say that aq teringin sgt del acc fb 2,sbb recently aq kerap mnjd stalker,wuuuu~serrammm~haha~k la, siyesly my strength is not strong enuf 2 face the truth, to face this problem, matters, obstacles and so on..so, does anyone out there sincerely wanna donate 2 me some of ur strength?pls do so,cuz i'm now 'drugs' addicted,haha,mksdnye?xde mknenyeee~huuu~hmm, kla, entri suka2 ini dibawakan khas tuk diriku sndri,kepada diriku sndri dan hanya tuk diriku sndri,tiada perkaitan antra yg hidup,nyawa2 ikan,nazak or yg mninggal dunia. sekian, terima kasih,salam sayang 2 ols.. ^^ Wassalam..

cukup..

cukup walau hanya sekadar 3 perkataan sahaja.. ;D
at least..

Berikan ku peluang terakhir sekali lagi
Untuk membukti kasih sejujurnya di hati
Maafkan seandainya cintaku tidak sempurna
Kaulah insan pertama berpacaran dengan ku
Dan bersama ku mahu masa depan yang kukuh
Maafkan seandainya ku masih amatur cinta

Luangkan diri ini lebih masa
Melengkapkan kekurangan yang ku ada
Temankan di kala ku memerlukan bimbingan
Sehingga diriku menjadi pencinta terbaik

Bukan dengan sengaja tidak cukup prihatin
Ku harap kau bersabar dan rasa lebih yakin
Maafkan seandainya masih amatur cinta

Luangkan diri ini lebih masa
Melengkapkan kekurangan yang ku ada
Temankan di kala ku memerlukan bimbingan
Sehingga diriku menjadi pencinta terbaik

Maafkan seandainya masih amatur cinta

Luangkan diri ini lebih masa
Melengkapkan kekurangan yang ku ada
Temankan di kala ku memerlukan bimbingan
Sehingga diriku menjadi pencinta oo pencinta terbaik

nah,lirik ni mmg ade sdkit kne..alaahai c amatur cinta...hmmmm..ntahlaa,dah d agk d awlnye..tp xsangke penghujungnye gini deh..

aq yg confuse..

aq kliru?ha'ah,sgt3 terganggu minda aq, sesiapa ade drugs x?pls 'lend' it 2 me some..like hell here,messssy~~ doe..how come ah?how did you do that?y i can't?c'mon am, lil' bit more,don't drop it..sikittttt je ag...duhaiiiii,thnlaa am,siyesly..someone,pls~May i borrow ur head?maybe it'll not b da same as mine,as long as i can use it calmly,bnyk ag keje aq yg t'gndala nie,...hmmmmm...

maybe, baby~?

me nag, nag, nag and nag?haha~ignore it..

ermm,told ya what,did u ever been critics in front of you,people do say bad thing bout you, yaah, it's good 2 say face to face rather than saying at someone back,but one thing that u need to realize, do not overdo it. And i experienced it yesterday and today..haha,what a joke laa kan..well,dat person just want to make others laugh without thinking that at the same time is that for real?it's only your personal assumption,while others have another judgement, don't share your stupid assumption without thinking reflecting to yourself back.. Sometimes we need to think in a opposite way,what if you at that person side?hahahaha,been laughed at, thinks that it is funny?satisfy that you can make others laugh at a person?what?nk buat as a lessons?not good man when  you just simply take some person saying that she or he is the best in their own ways, but at the same time gives the example of the bad person, yaah, you can,but not straight away appoint your finger. Remember this,once you appoint your finger to a person,the others 4 of your finger are appoint to yourself..well, i've learn bout some other people kind of minded yesterday and today, eventhough i've been communicate wif people in dealing or selling since my childhood,but this is anthr kind of manner that pissed me off. Simply saying, judging and assuming others people style without first see yourself in a mirror?mayat pakai tudung belit2 ke jang?alaahai,ceteknye pengetahuan encik ni,mayat bertocang ats laa brader,even aq xpena ag hadiri pengebumian jenazah,ha'ah,aq de blaja maa kt sek, pocong 2 sume bagai,taulaa aq,tp bia betik mamat tuh,mayat pakai tdung belit2?pna x g  tgk mayat nie?haha,what a joke, man..and other things, xpyh nk kaitkn people who wearing tdung n bju kurung, but the wrong is just the style of her coat is not right, kaitkan dgn clubbing?what the fuck, man?nmpk sgt da, kate formal, do it in a manner that u are respecting others too,lam otk aq pe tau, "ok,this man know how to dress to go to clubbing, n ok fine,aq xtau lak bju 2 yg dpkai tuk g clubbing sbb mmg aq xlyn clubbing tp setahu aq laa pakaiannye sexy,xdelaa plak b'coat bagai,bertdung and b'baju kurung, n what coporate man attitude is that?nmpk daa dia pnye hentam keromo tanpe pikir panjng" slapnye just wrong wearing coat o blazer twos dtduh coat yg dpkai tuk g clubbing,bgus siak minded dia ni.."WA RESPECT LAA SAMA LU BROTHER~!!"..puiii~xley blaaa~

naah,guys,lessons for yesterday and today.. to be a good motivator or fasilitator o seangkatan dgnnye, it doesn't mean you need to appoint to the bad person because of their appearance to gives an example, it's kinda jerk..do it in a proper way, corporate people rite?formal rite?from gov sector rite?since when people from government sector 'pandang badi/tanggap buruk' pd student nie?psl style je pnye psl?hahahaha~cian dia,xabes ckup gaul ag 2 dgn owg 2..emm,xpe2,aq pn same gak kowt~,psni i'll meet other kind of person lak..not all people as nice as your positive thinking on first assumption of a people, am..huu,k.. n other things also,aq knelaa tmbh pengetahuan am, yerlaa even pengetahuan 2 pengetahuan aq sndri..haha,joking~well, this N-3 don't have any intention to harm people or any negative things, it's just my unsatisfaction and rather than just let it babbling and wondering in my mind,i need to burst it out, which at least i can release my own mind yg da agk messy nowadays nie, and also i'm not expecting others or anyone to read this..ahha~..aishoooo,sape da terbace 2 sile delete yerr.. heee ~ ;P~

hmm,ahhhhhh(tarik nafas lega)k, done..daaa~slm.. ;))

Ya Allah, kuatkanlah hatiku..Tabahkanlah jiwaku...

Ya Allah, kuatkanlah hatiku..Tabahkanlah jiwaku...
jangan biarkan ia rebah tersembam ke bumi-Mu..
aku tak rela kecundang di saat akhir..
sikit sahaja lagi ke garisan penamat..
sebelum segalanya bermula dengan halaman mukasurat yang baru..
perjalanan kehidupanku yang sebenar..
Subhanallah..
Bersediakah aku..?

sesaat kau datang, sesaat kau menghilang~~

enjoy the beat hoo~~peace yo~ the end 4 me,the end for everything..Wassalam~...

kasanova~

En-3 bout this time is casanova~ err,didn't mean anyone,juz trying 2 hear this song..wanna try?chill~
nah,hamek kauu~huhu~

Stacy- Kasanova
Dahulu kukenal dia
Jejaka idaman Malaya
Semut pun tidak mati dipijak
Lemah lembut bicara..

Semakin kubuka hati
Semakin buka mata..
Dia berselindung untuk
Mengaburi langkahnya

Kini ku tak mahu
Di tipu dengan…
Si pencabul kalbu

Mula mula kubenar
Benar nak bercinta
Dengan iya iya…

Tapi lama-lama
Belangnya keluar
Rupa rupanya
Jahatnya suka suka…

Ditawan dengan kasanova
sumandak digoda kasanova

Dahulunya aku permaisuri
Bertakhta dalam hati
Sebaliknya dia penjajah
Banyak lagi yang lain
Ohh…ohh…

Sia sia aku setia
Rupa rupanya harapan hancur
Cukup sampai sini saja
Percayakan romeo..oh..oh…

Kini ku tak mahu
Di tipu dengan…
Si pencabul kalbu

Mula mula kubenar
Benar nak bercinta
Dengan iya iya….

Tapi lama-lama
Belangnya keluar
Rupa rupanya…
Jahatnya suka suka…

Ditawan dengan kasanova
sumandak digoda kasanova

Kini ku tak mahu
Di tipu dengan…
Si pencabul kalbu

Mula mula kubenar
Benar nak bercinta
Dengan iya iya…

Tapi lama-lama
Belangnya keluar
Rupa rupanya…
Jahatnya suka suka…

Ditawan dengan kasanova
sumandak digoda kasanova

kesesatan menuju hatimu, pimpinilah daku~

Astrid - Tentang Rasa

Aku tersesat
Menuju hatimu
Beri aku jalan yang indah
Izinkan ku lepas penatku
‘tuk sejenak lelap di bahumu

Dapatkah selamanya kita bersama
Menyatukan perasaan kau dan aku
Semoga cinta kita kekal abadi
Sesampainya akhir nanti selamanya

Tentang cinta yang datang perlahan
Membuatku takut kehilangan
Ku titipkan cahaya terang
Tak padam di dera goda dan masa

Dapatkah selamanya kita bersama
Menyatukan perasaan kau dan aku
Semoga cinta kita kekal abadi
Sesampainya akhir nanti selamanya

Dapatkah selamanya kita bersama
Menyatukan perasaan kau dan aku
Semoga cinta kita kekal abadi
Sesampainya akhir nanti selamanya

Dapatkah selamanya kita bersama
Menyatukan perasaan kau dan aku
Semoga cinta kita kekal abadi
Sesampainya akhir nanti selamanya

ok, nmpknye da brakhir..emm,lagu ni tuk ko k..haihh..bunge2 tuknya berkembang,xsempat nmpknye, ko uat aq xde plhn, drpd aq twoskn dlm keadaan saket aty salu,bek aq akhrkn jlaa..xtau da action ape yg aq ley ambil ag,jenuh da aq pk,walopn aq ksntukn mse,dok pk mendealah ni,keje aq xciap,aq ktggln..aq jd yg t'pling truk..ckuplaa pai dctu, ble skali kite xdpercaye,slamenye ianya kekal,perli laa cmne skali pn,mmg hujung pangkalnye xkn berjaya,drpd perli,dtg benci,dendam n so on,hmm new things dat i've learnt-> 'ayat playsafe' ek?mmg xley bla..honestly,dun like dat kinda manner,trying 2 b pstve yet ngtve still come....aq tau ko ad yg ag bek dr aq..aq akn jdkn ko yg terakhir, insyaAllah,klo itu takdirNya,evn ko da ade yg len,xpe,aq da bese jd kekasih gelap..biarlaa kasihku berkembang dlm diam,deritanya aq yg tanggung sorg, drpd jd terang tp xdfhmi,better gelap, sndri deritai,biar gmbar jlaa jd pneman,kenangan jd mimpi yg di'replay..tp mimpi pn aq xley salu nih,kunk mao tdo jekk,satu tja pn xciap kunk..huu,cmon am!! ko ley kja dowg!!!!c'mon!!!!(walopn skg nga xde pemangkin semngat,hmmmm..)

dilema tuk diriku mencintaimu mengerti kamu~?uhuk..

indah dewi pertiwi - aku tak berdaya (ost dalam mihrab cinta)

masa yang terindah kini semua telah berakhir
karena kau berubah tak seperti dulu lagi
sampai kapan kamu sering menyalahi hatiku
tak pernah kau tahu begitu sakitnya aku

* kau anggap diriku (kau anggap diriku)
melihatku dengan sebelah matamu
dilema ’tuk diriku mencintaimu mengerti kamu

biarkan aku bersalah di depan matamu
selalu kau membenarkan apa katamu
cintamu membuatku sedih dan tak berdaya
namun ku terlanjur cinta

*

biarkan aku bersalah di depan matamu
selalu kau membenarkan apa katamu
cintamu membuatku sedih dan tak berdaya
namun diriku terlanjur cinta

emm,lagu ni da lame lam simpanan, tp aq yg bwu mndengarkannya..quite nice btw~hmmm..haihhh~

hmm..?

emm,salam..ari ni ari apa ek?haa,xperlu taulaa yerk kalian sumer..huhu~
tergatal lak jejari ni nk mnekan2 keyboard yer..huu~ttbe aq jd sayu t'bce petikan ni..

"ya Allah, jika benar namanya yang tertulis di Lauhul Mahfudz utk
driku, nescaye rasa itu akn Allah tanamkan dalam diriku.. Tugasku bukan mencari dirimu,tapi mensolehahkan diriku..| Wahai seseorg yg tertulis di Lauhul Mahfudzku, imamku dan ayah kpd ank2ku,engkau yg akan bersama2 spjg perjalanku nanti.. | Aku percaya kau sedang memperbaiki dirimu,memantapkan dirimu tuk jadi imam dan pembimbing bg tulang rusukmu,dan buah hatimu kelak..insyaAllah.."

emm,pe ek nk cte,lots of story i wanna write actually,not 4 u 2 read,juz 4 me to release 'it'..memori 2 da lme b'lalu,tetibe m'ganggu smule, dari mne ia b'mula hingga ke akhrnye,mmg kan ternyata xde button 'delete'?untunglaa klo life ni ade button 'delete', 'rewind', 'replay', 'copy & paste', 'pause', 'stop' n etc ek?mmg gerek ah wa kate sama lu..style~ k, fine..mne yg terjd da mmg takdirnye yg mne owg kate takdir kite tlah dtntukn sjak kite dlm rhim ibu ag,tp ad yg mmusykilkn aq, bknkah ade hadis yg mngatakan 'nasib sesuatu umat xkan berubah melainkan umat itu yang mngubahnye sndri..'?tp 2 dlm konteks umat,tp xtau lak lam knteks individu, yg mne klo nk b'jya brusehelaa tp klo nk stay where r u now,juz let it b.. emm, actally pe yg aq nk cte ialah,slhkah brusehe?slhkh mementingkn mne yg t'pntg?b'slhkah mengabaikan sesuatu yg xspttnye trabai? persoalannye skg,de lam dri loh,loh mau yg mna?aq klo dbri plihn xnk yg mne2,aq nk ikot angin~bebas bertiupan d udara..tp ternyata manusia ni hidupnya kne ade mtlmt,pnduan, klo x,cene die nk bw dri?emm, apsl ek aq ttbe cte psl ni,sbb sbnrnye aq nga sdey n da xlrt da nk mlyn ksdhn ni, trying 2 thinking rasionally,think since the beginning,the basics,very fundamental one, sometimes it works 2 find the solution,but sometimes,it'll juz cracked ur head..urgh,till then, salam..

indah

tampak indah tika mekar bernyawa..
tp dipandang hina tika layu menyembah tanah..
bukankah ia pernah menjadi kuntuman terindah pada pandanganmu..?
membuatkan terukir senyuman di wajahmu..
menjadi pengubat kepada segala rindumu..
menjadi pelengkap dalam hidupmu..
semoga kekal kasihnya di hati mu..

plslaa weii..

from da bottom of my heart,dun leave me pls~
i'm not as famous as her,
i'm not a perfect person either,
bimbing n pimpin sy pls..
bnyk bnde yg t'jd b'sbb
n i dun wan 2 tell ya da reason yet..

KU bkn aku ka?emm,cte blantara..

nah toq,gimana yaa..cti sem aq xsrupa cti daa,haihh..b4 cti ag da dpt submission date,cene?emm..rtu g uma ZZ ni haa,err,zureen zakaria laa,wtpo?wt dang wangi lew~hee,xdelaa,adelaa tja cket..
nihaa g site n uma zam haa..

hee,ni cotton namenye,xcilap aq laa kn..

 we ol g karok

 

 mse lam train..

 

hee,bile sesak a.k.a jem pnye psl,jdlaa cj7 ni punk..

spontanous..heee~apelaa yg mrk duk tenung tu?hee

sutoory ku~

emm,aq ade satu story nie..ritu de kuaq dgn maamat nie..*emm,dolu laa kowt n hopefully he'll not reding my blog..ahaks,sbb aq tau die xkn bc kowt..kih3~ gni ctenye,kitwg ngedate..aq ngatkn nek moto tp seb beklaa kn die pnjm kete akak dia,klo idak,bshlaa kamik dek ujang~huu~ then alek 2 die suh stay sbb tkot ujan lbat,cuz kt kwsn uma die mmg nga grimis,haa,jgn silap,ade kakak k kt uma die..huhuhu,tp aq ni dgil,yerlaa,mne xnye,ag lmbt aq alek kunk ag seramlaa aq,tkot gak doe,ganaih2 aq,still wanita maa..ahaks..well,aq aleklaa nek mto aq, ttbe smpi kt trffc lite sblm bustop 2 pn mncurah2 dgn ganaihnye keladang gandum c ujn nie,yrlaa,aq stoplaa kn,mao basah lak kunk yg actually da lencun sbnanya,haha,bentilaa aq kt bustop sek 2..emm,ok da 1/2pg ek,he knew dat i'm stopping at there, yerlaa,msg2..die suh aq jge dri n so on..suh aq jln tyme ujn da benti..tp mslhnye ujn nga sarat mlpskn kndungannye,so xmgkin akn benti lam skelip mate..tp tau pe dlm otk aq..?"If only he would come here and accompany me rather than juz lemme alone waiting for the rain to stop." yerlaa,kn bhaye seorg gadis duk snsowg lam ujn kt bustup(tp ag bhaye b'dua2an,k,ajaklaa kakak ko,adeih~)..err,tp asenye die xsbgtu,mmpi aq jek 2,hehe,klo aq jd jantan maybe aq akn ag gntlemn kn?ye x?haha,ngarut!fish!woit,sambung cte k,emm,aq pk mse,pe ag,redah jlaa dlm kbshn pown,menggigil aq pon,tanggung laa ko,bananye nk kua ngan mamat 2..hahaha~:P~ xdelaa bahananya~juz i've learn sumthing from it yar,xsume laki smcm yg lam fkrn ko,am..beda sih~ok,2 cte lame..ttup buku! pap! epy new year~ my dearest!!!!!

stlh..aishh..ten-c..bnyk bnde..emm..

exm tamat aq pn twos down,lots of work yg aq xsettle ag,aiyak,lupe lak repot nk cllct esok..k laA,tata..slm..

d.i.a?

 

hee,ni bkn die,ni aq.. :P~

nape dia?sbb dialaa..  :P~

 

yawn~~

 

sy syg die..so?sotong gurita~~ngheee~

bit by bit..we'll know each other..i've learn accepting,i've been trying,opened my heart juz 4 him.. he know me much more better now..really hope dat he won't regret choosing me.. i'm a bad person,annoying,live in my own world,emoistic, n etc..yet trying to b da best in his life..hopefully..

 dia milik sy?so?brani anda usik?huh!(sombongnyeee~eeee~)huhu~

aan,dowg glakkn kite ok!emm,ciap dowg,psni jmpe,tarek pipi memasing pjg2,then babap seko2..huu~ :P~

emm,baek~...aq laa yg slh,slh aq,silap aq..

Allah!silap aqlaa an,aq xpasan lak itu yg mnjd issue,pdhal aq xb'mksd sbgtu pown,sumpah xpasan psl mende 2,xt'pk pown,negative thinkinglaa otak lu ni..haihh,ye slh aq yg aq t'lps pndg..tp kn,sbnrnye dun worylaa xde sape pn lam blog aq nih knal ko,xde sape pn yg heran dgn entri aq 2,so datz y laa aq xtkot tuk terang2 post,sbb 2 jlaa stu2nye entry yg mmg khas utk ko,sblm2 ni xde LANGSUNG,xde langsung ok,even status kt fb mahupn entri lam blog aq nih,xpna ade kait mengait dgn ko pn..haihh,xsangke mende tecik 2 plak yg jd isu,tp salunye ko yg suh mrk2 g survey blog aq an?da knape?sape lak yg mengaibkn sape ni?baekk~slh aq,haihh,ternyata pmikiran kita xsrupe..so no wonderlaa i cant accept u since beginning..well,tamat cte ttg 2..aq da xkn sntuh ag b'knaan dgn itu,so sgala yg aq akn tlis hnyalah mngnai sst yg bkn b'knn dgn drimu yg pastynye,so jgnlaa pasan2 yerk..maaaf~there'll be no more U in my diary,blog o fb..fullstop..WASSALAM..(U will be never can enter my life,sorry for dat~ko xslh,tp ko mmbuatkn aq kelihatan b'slh pd public n ko plak mulia,so kesimpulannya,aq yg b'slh..baiklah..chow!)

kisah dongeng jaa ka?ermmm,fairytale?old folks story?huu

 

..~Stacy-Kisah Dongeng~..

Ku sedar ku tak seberapa
Jika dibanding mereka
Yang jauh lebih megah dari diri ini

Apa yang mampu ku berhias
Hanyalah hati yang ikhlas
Terpendam simpan untuk dia yang sudi

Mencintai aku dengan seadanya
Mencintai aku bukan kerana rupa
Dalam waktu sedu
Dalam waktu hiba
Ku harapkan dia rela

Mencintai aku dengan seadanya
Sanggup menerima insan tak sempurna
Atau mungkin cinta sebegitu hanya
Kisah dongeng saja

Belum pernah ku merasakan
Dipeluk dalam dakapan
Eratnya melindungi jiwa rapuh ini

Sanubariku memerlukan
Kehadiran seorang teman
Tulus mencurah kasih sepenuh hati

emm,sering kite dengaq an dblkg kejayaan lelaki,pasty ade wanita..uhuk,abeh dsbalik kjayaan wanita plak?jarang ade llaki an,heee,ade kasih Illahi..
lagu nie same o lbey kuwang jek dgn lagu Melly Goeslow-apa bagusnya dia,hmm,bkn nk kate samelaa an,lbey kuwang jaa,tp melly pnye 2 agk gnas dikit,yg ni agk saayuuup2~ jaa..hee..ku sukak liriknya nie~gimana nieyh~!!!?huhu..emm,yerlaa,slagi aq xb'jya,xpunya ape,jgn hrplaa nk ade yg mlekat an,sdar dri laa kowt,bnyk kkurangan..well,yerlaa,blm smpt o ade msenye ag tuk aq p'baiki dri dgn spnohnye..pntgkn yg t'pntg dlu skunk~k..when the time arrive,i'll change,juz in a blink of an eyes..ahaks..huhu,megah x aytku itoo?haha,stkt ayt~sape2 pn bole ucpknnye kn3?..ngheee~lalala~ :p

yahooooo~

..~not suppose to laugh and smile at that moment~..

yahoo laa cgt~ an, google pn salunye..hahaha~actually wut?kli ni aq uat tja biol cket cuz hampir loz dek skeliling~huu..hmm,but then oklaa..huhu~lgu ni jgk mnyumbang ke'ok'an aq 2..huhu~jum dengaq sambil2 aq nk taip ngepost yg strsnye..hee..


..~Demi Lovato-Skyscraper~..

Skies are crying, I am watching Catching teardrops in my hands 

Only silence as it's ending, like we never had a chance 

Do you have to, make me feel like there is nothing left of me?

You can take everything I have,You can break everything I am 

Like I'm made of glass...Like I'm made of paper..

Go on and try to tear me down, I will be rising from the ground Like a skyscraper! Like a skyscraper!

As the smoke clears I awaken, and untangle you from me 

Would it make you, feel better to watch me while I bleed? 

All my windows, still are broken But I'm standing on my feet

You can take everything I have You can break everything I am Like I'm made of glass

Like I'm made of paper Go on and try to tear me down 

I will be rising from the ground Like a skyscraper! Like a skyscraper!

Go run, run, run I'm gonna stay right here Watch you disappear, yeah Go run, run, run Yeah it's a long way down But I am closer to the clouds up here

You can take everything I have You can break everything I am Like i'm made of glass Like i'm made of paper, Ohhh woaah Go on and try to tear me down I will be rising from the ground

Like a skyscraper! Like a skyscraper!

Hehe,telling u wut, lately bnyk bnde yg aq fkirkn,slalu jek aq b'tnye,ley x xnk pk n abaikn..?huu~"bungkus jlaa otak 2~~ am.." hee,pastu bakar yerk?jd otak2 kempas?heee~
haihh,a thing dat once and twice happened 2 u,it'll make u dare not to experience it again..haha~
emm,thinking,thinking and thinking and keep thinking, a lot of thing dat still undone, yet listed in my schedule of life..hee~k,k,k..dun bother bout the other things,focus on the main thing pls~heee,keliling2~(dlm nada mngluh..)apa nk jd, klo nk ikotkn sume owg ade probs,yaaah, flee cant solve it, face and overcome it..uhuk,my main probs,mmg de intention wanna fix it,but there's juz too much adversity that need to be considered, a lot boleyh x?huhuhu,2 br  da main probs,blum ag yg sub2snye..hee...
-JLPT-->grad3!!!!!--> continue master or not?haaa,ni ag cik Matt(matter) yg uat hal ag ni, haihh,da mmg fam aq bkn yg jnis encouraging pown..eeeeee,gram3,y don juz pstve,support n at least i'll make it as my aim evnthough can't reach till dat level,but at least,gimme smthg though,some spirits yg mmbuatkn dri aq b'smgt tuk mncapainye walopn aware ttg kmmpuan dri..hmmmm,k,k..make it as ur lesson am,dun treat ur children like dat in da future,huh?,huhu..gtu ea?gtulaa kowt..uwaaa,siyesly, i need more points to convinced them on dat matter..hmmm,sume ni uat aq 'down' sbntr..thinking bout any possibilities..ape?twos kawen?WAKLU!!!haha~mmg xlaa an jwbnye,heeeee~yg 2 lupekan yerk seketike(o b'ketike2)..haha~*aq nk bhgiakn mak aq dolu!!PRIORITY k,dat one..haha~well, brusehe sbaek mgkin k, capai suatu pncapaian yg aq nk capai!!tp mampukah aq mncapai bintang d langit?chet!yennade!!hehe~ngarot da nie, bek aq blah..well,ciao~~

haihhhh

emm,bnyk bnde nk cte,tp ade tja lak,later hoo..hmm