since when..?till when..?

Enough 4 me saying here dat i'm juz a loser..
in everything..l.o.v.e, f.w.e.n.s.h.i.p, f.a.m.i.l.y,..
but y?I've tried everything dat i could so dat everyone would satisfied..
but still,I'm da one who're not satisfy with myself..
I've tried,n till now, i'm still trying to make it perfect..even i know dat there's none of it'll b perfect..
Until know,i'm still wondering,is there any love 4 me?
Aishite mo ii desu ka?naani attendayo?hmm..