Tuesday, March 8, 2011
kewujudan aq,dia dan kamu
benarkah wujudku bukan untuk dirinya,wujudnya bukan untuk diriku,n wjudnya hanya untuk dia sahaja..sudah jelas tertulis,hakikat yang dilalui,takdir yang terjadi, qada n qadar-Nya, jalan yang terbaik adalah seperti sekarang ini,mengapa perlu aq kocak ag ayer yang sememangnye tenang,jernih atau tidak,itoo terpulang pd mereka,da nmpk daa ade ank ikan,dan masih ragu2kah lagi c dia ttg kbhgiaannya?well,bia dia sahaja yang tentukan kebahagiaannya,itu adalah jalan yang dipilihnya,tp bknkah asalnya aq berpegang pada kata janji pd dri "jika dia berbahagia,maka aq pn trut berbahagia"?tp klo aq amek tau psl kebahagiaannya,n die kate yang die xb'bahagia,xkn aq nk msuk line ,nnt cme akn lbey mmporak perandakannya ag adelaa,ofcoz no laa beb, aq da matang tuk berfikir untuk tidak terlibat dalam hal2 yang lbey bnyk menyumbangkan kerosakan pd aty daripada membiarkan ia d toreh2 abes2an..enuf is enuf..yaah,i wanna tell ya dat i can't forget about u too,but i juz can't,ianya cuma akn seperti mmberi harapan 2 u tuk lbey caring psl aq lbey drpd insan yang selayaknye trime itoo..dun worry,i'm trying soo hard to forget about u,n hope u'll do so,my dear..i won't repeat their mistakes,where i know the effects of it,the implication..huhu~blends of malay n broken english,sory yar,juz finished reading 5 articles 4 my research methodology assignments yang uat hampir sparuh maty xtdo mlm td affecting my langguage..adeh..ntalaa,ape yg aq bace td keep buzz' buzz' buzzing in my head..huu~
[Doakan muga2 aty aq dp'kuatkan mnjd seperti hajarul aswad,walopn xtau kuat atau tidakkah Ia,tp ianya terletak d Baitullah,tempat yang suci n d sanjung umat Islam,tempat beribadat..]..
(bisikan kecilku tika berdoa: capailah maksud Amnani tuk aty n driku..amin..)
Sunday, March 6, 2011
goin' under_darkside ka naa~huhu~
Now I will tell you what I've done for you -
50 thousand tears I've cried.
Screaming, deceiving and bleeding for you -
And you still won't hear me.
(going under)
Don't want your hand this time - I'll save myself.
Maybe I'll wake up for once (wake up for once)
Not tormented daily defeated by you
Just when I thought I'd reached the bottom
I'm dying again
I'm going under (going under)
Drowning in you (drowning in you)
I'm falling forever (falling forever)
I've got to break through
I'm going under
Blurring and stirring - the truth and the lies.
(So I don't know what's real) So I don't know what's real and what's not (and what's not)
Always confusing the thoughts in my head
So I can't trust myself anymore
I'm dying again
I'm going under (going under)
Drowning in you (drowning in you)
I'm falling forever (falling forever)
I've got to break through
I'm...
So go on and scream
Scream at me I'm so far away (so far away)
I won't be broken again (again)
I've got to breathe - I can't keep going under
I'm dying again
I'm going under (going under)
Drowning in you (drowning in you)
I'm falling forever (falling forever)
I've got to break through
I'm going under (going under)
I'm going under (drowning in you)
I'm going under
Saturday, February 26, 2011
I've grown too strong to ever fall back in your arms..

Jar Of Hearts



I know I can't take one more step towards you
Cause all that's waiting is regret
And don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore
You lost the love
I loved the most
I learned to live, half a life
And now you want me one more time
Who do you think you are
Runnin' round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are
I hear you're asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms
To ever fall back in your arms
I learned to live, half a life
And now you want me one more time
And now you want me one more time
Who do you think you are
Runnin round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are
It took so long just to feel alright
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed
Cause you broke all your promises
And now you're back
You don't get to get me back
Who do you think you are
Runnin' round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Don't come back at all
And who do you think you are?
Runnin round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all
Who do you think you are?
well,this song,the lyric,had touched my heart..yaah,it happens rite now..the half life..at the beginning, never thought bout the ending,but then, no matter how,it'll happen..when u're in luv,did u ever thought bout diz?nope aite?cuz ur thought is juz dat u'll b epy 4eva wif him..but then,when there's some'in happen, u'll need searchin' 4 ur own spirits..who'll gonna help ya?juz u n yourself yar..no matter how..i juz can't predict,what'll happen 2 me after i graduate, working 4 sure..but 4 luv..hard 2 say,n perhaps,i dun ever wanna talk bout it anymore,but still,i'm juz an ordinary human-being,no such magical things will happens 2 me..
Thursday, February 24, 2011
nag,nag,nag...nagging..huhu~
2dae my english lecture crying bcoz of us..huhu~ntalew..maybe she's quite upset wif us..huhu~mne x nye..dak2 fab mmg laa bnyk cmmtmntnye..haihh..cmna?juz prepare the mc's for lazweek yg absent 2 n then ciapkn kja yg spttnye d uat laz week 2,is she'll b cure?hmm,shiranai ne~huhu~
Tuesday, November 9, 2010
shinzou..
What do you do when,
the one who broke your heart,
is the only one who can fix it?
it is only if he was destined for me,rite?
I always blamed that unite us, but I have no right to think so, because it's all part of His 'provision' ..
Thursday, November 4, 2010
hehe..jap ag de presentation..
ni haa 1st board,

ni 2nd board
ni 3rd board haa..adeh..tp gmba yg laz 2 aq ske,kredit 2 zulamri..huhu..
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ni laa actually design aq yg pling aq ske,hehe,yg ujong die 2 haa,logo 2..huu..besh3 dpt dsgn., |
huu,design neh,mse mndesgn 2,ttbe lak current maty,xde letrik coz bpk aq nga kisar kacang kt bwh..huhu,berangin gle aq..huu,dalaa nk msukkn lam board,tp sabo gaklaa,berkt ksbrn 2..huhu,aq b'jye mndesgn 2..huhu..
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ni plak yg tuk title block yg kt bwh 2..huhu,ermm,agk xbesh cket kot..huhu |
haihhh,mcm2 jd arini..aq nk prnt xdpt prnt laa,2laa nilaa kdai uncle,kertas sangkut laa,die nk ttp laa,n then laser prnt lak tuk a4 jaa,pdhl ktwg da wat size a3,haihh,nk xnk,aq prnt jlaa ktas bese,nk edt jd a4 da xsmpt..huucian uncle,slh aq gak..pdnlaa muke aq..huu..lenkali jgn mnghrpkn org..k? am..lnkli uat sndri,puas aty,tau duration n ko kt mne skunk,the process..huu..aq mnghrpkn ka dia yg mnawarkn?actlly agk skit aty gak laa klo sik kne kco jaa,aq dalaa nk uat kja,haa,ko,da bownink cgtlaa kn,aq bg ko kja..huu,tp 2laa..xbgslaa mnghrpkn org...ko akn bnyk yg xb'puas aty..haihh..
Wednesday, November 3, 2010
tatkala pagi..
huh,wujudku bkn tuk dirimu,bgtu jua kamu..huhu,apakah?hee,kata2ku kpd c embun..huu
bkrjasama dgn kwn aq dak archie tu kdg2 besh gak..bnyk aq plajari dari die,n die gak..huu..
hmm,gnap sbln die b'sikap clake dgn aq..huu..so,ade aq kesa?keep goin laa bhai..till u get u're luck!
haihh,skunk neh stdy week,tp cam beselaa,xmcm stdy berlambak dgn kja2 stdio yg nk kna dsttlekn..mcm2laa am oii,t khms aq pn xpsty mau grak g sne ka x ea?huu,aq nk kna tnye c pka neh dolu..aq nk cuci mate,otak n yg plin pnting aty..huu..jadual pekse pn lom tau agy,pdhal isnn ni t paper 1st aq..seb bek laa 3 ppr jaa,tp 2 yg mnyengat aty n prasaan,so xley nk taip blog bnyk2,nk ciapkn kja dolula..k laa..tata~mayuchi no desu nooto..
anata wa itsumo,itsumo kawaii desu yo!!!huhu
bkrjasama dgn kwn aq dak archie tu kdg2 besh gak..bnyk aq plajari dari die,n die gak..huu..
hmm,gnap sbln die b'sikap clake dgn aq..huu..so,ade aq kesa?keep goin laa bhai..till u get u're luck!
haihh,skunk neh stdy week,tp cam beselaa,xmcm stdy berlambak dgn kja2 stdio yg nk kna dsttlekn..mcm2laa am oii,t khms aq pn xpsty mau grak g sne ka x ea?huu,aq nk kna tnye c pka neh dolu..aq nk cuci mate,otak n yg plin pnting aty..huu..jadual pekse pn lom tau agy,pdhal isnn ni t paper 1st aq..seb bek laa 3 ppr jaa,tp 2 yg mnyengat aty n prasaan,so xley nk taip blog bnyk2,nk ciapkn kja dolula..k laa..tata~mayuchi no desu nooto..
anata wa itsumo,itsumo kawaii desu yo!!!huhu
Thursday, October 28, 2010
phew,fullfill their expectation..ka..hmm
today I write again. When dawn breaks, when all the of them dreaming and sleep saddled, I'm awake, writing a blog that no one will read .. I'm just writing to myself, do not expect anyone to read it .. just me and myself ..
hmm,nk cte pcl grp aq laa plak..hee..ni prsntation board ktwg..
hmm,nk cte pcl grp aq laa plak..hee..ni prsntation board ktwg..
1st board,
2nd board,
3rd board,
4th board,
5th board,
now,we'll proceed to our nex stage which is our detail area..ermm,i will update later my blogs..huhu..it doesn't matter for who, but absolutely for myself..hee..kankenai darou..
Saturday, September 25, 2010
bicara yg t'sirat
kengkadang kite xdpt o xreti nk mmbicarakn yg t'sirat dlm dri,dan akhrnya yg t'sirat mnjd t'buku,kmudian juz mnjd sjarah yg tiada sapa dpt trokai hakikatnya..
Haihh,nmpk gayenye aq nk kne mlukis agy balek smule laa nie,hmm,dgn b'dakwatkn ink pencil,b'alaskn sketch book n b'tool'kn pmdm,dgn care ni saje yg buley mntntrmkn jiwe aq,stenang mkna namaku,amnani..
Haihh,nmpk gayenye aq nk kne mlukis agy balek smule laa nie,hmm,dgn b'dakwatkn ink pencil,b'alaskn sketch book n b'tool'kn pmdm,dgn care ni saje yg buley mntntrmkn jiwe aq,stenang mkna namaku,amnani..
Wednesday, September 22, 2010
2dae words..
wanita yg suci adlh wanita yg dijaga oleh Allah, x sedikit pun Allah mbenarkan mana-mana llk mnyentuh hatinya...krn Allah teramat mnyintainya...TTp andai kita bgelumang dgn cinta llk di mana Allah utk mjaga kita? Allah spt mlepaskan kta kpd seorg manusia yng lebih byk mngecewakan kita. Jika Allah dtgkn ksedaran dlm diri spy mninggalkan cinta seorg llk, bmakna Allah mahu ambil kita kembali utk dijaga-Nya. MENGAPA MASIH RAGU-RAGU? ~ kekuatan usah ditunggu tapi harus dicari. "sebesar-besar dosa yang dilakukan adalah dosa yg dilakukan ktk kita rasa berdosa mlakukannya" (Imam Al-Ghazali)
Sunday, September 12, 2010
deritakah merindu?
hmm, aq xphm cgtlaa ..hmm.. klo xcyg,nape ucap..?kalo xwindu,npe mncri?hmm..rindu 2 drita ka indah?
kdg2 laa kn,dri trase emo sndri,perlu ke bhagia 2 dtyg klo d akhrnye mnangis?huu~dmne sbb mngis 2 sndri xdkthui..skdr jiwe yg sdih mlpskn ayer mate..huhu~hmm..bnyk nk dcrte tp xt'taip dek jari,hnye hati yg b'bicare..hmm..huhu
kdg2 laa kn,dri trase emo sndri,perlu ke bhagia 2 dtyg klo d akhrnye mnangis?huu~dmne sbb mngis 2 sndri xdkthui..skdr jiwe yg sdih mlpskn ayer mate..huhu~hmm..bnyk nk dcrte tp xt'taip dek jari,hnye hati yg b'bicare..hmm..huhu
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Sunday, September 5, 2010
da true feeling rite now..
hmm..cmna nk cte..bnyk cte actually, tp xtau cmna nk crite..critera chenta ka..huhu..ase xsedap ble xdengaq soranya tuk sketika,rindukah itu namanya?atau skadar keterbiasaan?sbb t'biasa o windu? err,apakah? dlemakah aq?hmm,bnyk agy keja yg ley aq lakukn slaen mnglamun sensowg kn..
hmm..c'mon am,c'mon..aq nk btolkn hp yg wusak..demi nk b'on tenet d fon kn..hehe..aq nk ciapkn kja assgnmnt yg xciap..aq nk update my stdio work..hmm,ag,aq nk explore mende bwu o blaja sal sketchup, flash macromedia, gis sofware, ulead studio, sume 2 nk kna explore..whuarghhhh....dpt x aq nk uat sume 2 skali dlm mse cti yg cme de 2 mggu jaa nie?hmm, xkn aq juz nk tdo jaa nie?adehhh...c'mon, tp aq mstylaa kne tulun parents aq wat kje2 2..haihh.sempatkah?aduhhh,..
hmm..c'mon am,c'mon..aq nk btolkn hp yg wusak..demi nk b'on tenet d fon kn..hehe..aq nk ciapkn kja assgnmnt yg xciap..aq nk update my stdio work..hmm,ag,aq nk explore mende bwu o blaja sal sketchup, flash macromedia, gis sofware, ulead studio, sume 2 nk kna explore..whuarghhhh....dpt x aq nk uat sume 2 skali dlm mse cti yg cme de 2 mggu jaa nie?hmm, xkn aq juz nk tdo jaa nie?adehhh...c'mon, tp aq mstylaa kne tulun parents aq wat kje2 2..haihh.sempatkah?aduhhh,..
Wednesday, August 11, 2010
designku tuk program escape yg lps..
Saturday, June 19, 2010
mkn d mcd..
haha~aq nga mkn kt mcd rini sensowg..klaka tol pristwa rni..huhu~kt mcd tmn sutera..aq ltaklaa elmet coz takot owg cop meja tmpt yg dkat dgn plag tu..huhu~then blilaa mknn,thought nk bli aer jaa kn..tp t'lajak laa plak coz t'pdaye dgn iklan2 n promosi2 c dak kaunter 2..huu~tp actually mmg aq nk bli tuk dptkn cup yg wane purple 2 laa kn stu2nye..hee~then g laaa nk duk kt tmpat jaa delaa mmat neyh dduk then aq t'hntilaa cuz nmpk de owg dduk kt tmpt aq dr jauh laa kn..huu~then die pn pasan n kate 'can i?i juz wanna watch bola jaa"huhu~agk rojak jgak laa ayt die..haha~aq katelaa..yup2,ok..huu~llaki mlay umo aq ase dlm 30smthg o what..haha~then tokenya lak..a.k.a manager mcd nie laa da cam nal aq jlaa kn,..yerlaa,aq salu dtg kot dgn kwn2 laki aq..salunye b'due laa kn..huu~then they thought ol of them skandal aq..haha~klakaq tol..huu~rmai cine laa,mkn smbil tgk bula..huu~then aq pn duk burak sama manager ni 4 da 1st tyme..pdhal msing2 xmngnali ntre satu sama len..hee~hmm..smbunk alek..b4 2 aq de prasan,eh,mne lak eskem nenas aq ?haha~upenyer dowg da amek laa kowt..huu~kesel2,mncri mcm nk rak laa kow..haha~then aq askin laa kt manager nih td,mne g eskem,n then die pn blur,asal eskem ko ley ilang lak..aq ckp aq mnelaa aq tau..huu~then die ckp xpa2,die akn gntikn..tp ~ ttp mntk ltk chocotop kt atsnye..huu~coz aq pna bli mse kt skudai parade cenggtu..huhu~syokjaa asenye..haha~then die pn bg,tp yg len,bwh ltak nnas,then ltk eskem,then atsnya skali laa plak ltak coklat..haha~katenye chocotop da abes..hmm..mlps..haha~then guy yg 30 lbey ni pn da nk alek..die tnyelaa aq bli elmet khi 2 bape..aq ckp laa aq bli kosong without design,rm50 smthg coz bkn ori agpn kn..haha~lntk laa jnji slessa..huu~then die pn bla..huhu~hmm,pleknye ary neh..hmm..huu~jnji xde p'kare yg aq xhingini b'laku laa kn..hopefully..huu~
Sunday, June 13, 2010
jenjalan sama adeqku smlm
smlm g skudai parade..huu~abeh dlm rm80 uet aq bli suar sama baju..huu~
haha~we had a lot of fun yesterday..huhu~perhaps..huhu~then g mcd..tp aq alek dlm kul 5 maa,ase bdn cam mau dmm jaa kn..huu~
haha~we had a lot of fun yesterday..huhu~perhaps..huhu~then g mcd..tp aq alek dlm kul 5 maa,ase bdn cam mau dmm jaa kn..huu~
Wednesday, May 12, 2010
shizuka naa..?
sunyi jaa pg nie..yaah,exm aq da abeh,bnyk prncgn yg aq da rncang..antara t'tunai dgn x jaa kn?hmm..
t'sagt bnyk bnda yg aq nk buat..hmm..nta bley dgn x jaa kn..aq nak mlukis..spt sblm2 nie,maybe aq tenang n epy go lucky sebelum coz aq curahkn prasaan aq mlalui lukisan..hmm..nta ar,aq mmg suke flow dr comic ben n the resketch alek..cam da very 1st,
wishing..
wondering..
hurting,.
crying..
"like a knife it cuts me deep inside.."
confusing..
understandable ka?
all of my drawing shows my feeling,the way i'm crying, laughing, sincere, sad which is da most saddest tyme ever dat i had, appreciating, loving, caring..cute..da kinda feeling dat I'm wondering when it'll b mine..here it is..da drawing,my own drawing, inspired by ben from gempak starz..i've gathered ol of them 2ghthr here..
hmm..?
loving..
hmm..?
loving..
caring and sincerity..
smiling..
sad..
stylishh..
couple?..
cute..
and also cute..huu~
wanna flying..freedom..
smiling..
hmm,cute..hee~da most latest..huu~
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