(Shila, jac n ning-beribu sesalan)
emm,aq pn xpasty..adakah arini mrupakan ary yg terindah?emm..aq xingin mencintai dan dicintai,kerna ianya mnyakitkan bg aq,aq xreti menyayangi kembali jika dri ini disayangi..kerna mmg aq xtau,wjudkah cinta d atyku?huhu~cube jgn persoalkn itu dpn2ku,kerna tidak akn ade jwpn yg kuar dr mlutku,mgkin~snyumn sjaa mngkin..
haihh,aq nk protes dcnie..aq nk persoalkan peranan seorang bapa yg sbnrnye cmne ek?prnn seorg abg?o mgkin prnn aq seorg ank n seorg adeq sndri pn xp'fct,but then i need 2 c n learn thru their rspnsblty 4 me 2 make it as a lessons..it might b not as perfct as the whole world gives an award 2 'the world's most wonderful n perfect father' or even 'the most kindest and strongest big brother',no need dat awards,i think..ape yg nk,ialah aq nk cbe fahami tanggungjwb n prnn mrk as a man in our family..aq agk keliru,atau aq yg xnmpk,mne pergi nafkah yg dcri sbg satu fam?jgn persoalkn knape aq mntk gaji,cuz u're da ones dat taught me dat i need working in order 2 get money n lives..well,logically where is it(the money) goes to?yaah,datz rite u need 2 pay evrthg in our house,but then,xkn when she sick,u can't even send her to c a doc?where's ur heart?she's half-death laa yar~!![smpaikn aq b'kata dlm aty,'klo dia mninggal,aq xkn pna maafkn lohh']emm,yet 2 buy her raya clothes,u don't even wanna accompany her?adakah dia terlalu memalukan n mnjijikkn untuk berjalan seiringan dgnnya?mne kasih syg yg dolu beriye2 war2kn sdonia 2?
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